Today was a very bad day at Clinicals.
I literally broke down in the restroom.
I don’t know why but I had extremely bad anxiety. Very very very bad anxiety during my med pass. I don’t think I’ve ever had this much anxiety in a long time…
I kept messing up on med pass and I couldn’t get the BP on this bigger patient that kept moving her arm. I got the wrong reading.
My teacher had ZERO confidence in me today which made my anxiety level skyrocket.
My confidence has really been shaken after today.
I feel like I’m having a constant pain in my chest.
Going to the doctors tomorrow.
Tomorrow is clinicals and I’m excited. I absolutely adore my clinical site. I believe tomorrow is my day to insert a catheter. :)